Planting ((__+__))

To be on fire would be a relief, to -
..to be consumed by something more than -
....more than this pit
I,I,I - am kind of missing consequence,
..that knowledge of moving and maybe of -
....a possibledestination
That challenge, that strife, that conflict had -
..meaning, it had some sort of impact, a -
....resolution, a forseeable end, a - consequence
To be allowed to burn would be a blessing, it -
..would be permission to walk from
....these walls I built with words and inaction
But these walls are higher than words,
..wider than the gulf of a collection of inactions,
....the due rewards of letting things lie
Lying and rotting were the goal, the pursuit and -
..the chiefest of desires and yet -
....often harvests yield bitter fruit
What harvester of seeds can know their yield,
..their final outcome the results of their reaping,
....with only precedence as guide?
This one can - this one, that planter, harvester, and
..manager of stock, this one can -
....this one should have known

and did.